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I lost love   by Rsslifeman

Feelings, and maybe I do not say the word, now for me, I do not know what is love.

In junior high school when I met the girl, her name is X, I love her, she also made me feel, but before me, one of my primary school classmate H liked her, but she chose me, sub- division and we went to high school together, high school so I know she's a student s, long cute, but I have X, my people are very specific, and can be the future of X for her to leave me, I I do not want such a substitution, to be a bad she had to choose to give up, sad for me to become commonplace.

S appears in front of me, so I forgot everything, save me from the hurt inside back, and slowly I have feelings for her, and S together easily, no longer need to think about it, maybe that time or small children, so we embarked on the road of love, my friends are complaining about me, because S is a good friend's girlfriend, and I am guilty, can get along for so long makes me relax, I can only betray a friend, a good three months with poor S give her to me, I am happy, I feel this world when I am most happy, time off soon, we sometimes fight, I hit her once, but I really do not know how my heart's pain, her tears I shed blood, so we went to the college entrance examination, listening to people say Gaokao make a lot of people separate, I do not believe, I believe that my love, the results down after a cry, laugh also, S her examination of the far from ideal, perhaps not a university on her, I still consider the ideal, in order that we can together, I gave up undergraduate, specialist study, and because the specialist can she went to a city, can S gave up our love to another city, I am lost, I gave up everything, why would this be?

I went to the city looking for her, I am on a long train, when I told her I have to go find her, I thought she would feel, but I was wrong, she told me she had gone, so my next car, but I do not know where the train came, I got out, I do not know where I am, who is not much money, had to walk, take a long time to see the road, that was my first time tears, I cried, all why and I do not think the same? I returned home, the family is very sad, I was in junior high school from their own lives, and do not know that so to do, so do not know the day and night every day living.

One day, I heard her come back, I went to see her, I believe she still loves me, this way, we are in together, college life is very boring, often no class, but I do not know that she will choose and I am a city? Not too long, her family arranged for her to come to this city, I am very excited, my efforts not wasted, so we also went to college together, I was finally relieved, she was 1 years post-secondary study, My 3-year college, rent an apartment we lived together, she graduated, we can not live together, and she was going to practice, so we separated, can not be met, only the phone every day, the day is to live together back to read, get together, school together, go home to dinner with her as long as that is a very happy thing, and she went home, and I still boil the school, really want to leave quickly, you can go back see her, since she can not go back and see me, said she had no time, I really do not know my love is true or false.

She left me again to another city, I can only wait, can wait until it is she said to me that we break up! Why, all this is why, under the big sky of rain, I went to her house the door, so she told me all this in the end and why? She tells you willing to wait on the other it, the rain has been Lin Zhao I, can I still firmly believe that we have feelings, perhaps because a long time does not meet the feelings of light, and she has not come out, my friends back home, and I said a lot, but I would not listen to one, I just want her, I called her she did not take, so I changed, cold, sad, people say, not to a woman? May be not easy to find a sincere, the time in the past day by day, to school, she went to the city with me, so long, I do not let her, I went to her home city, I threatened her that if she see me, I burst into her home, she was afraid of me, lie to me and my Hao, really do not know how happy time, although a threat to, and heard these words, my heart good warm, I did not pay anything, so wake up, all changed, the original is lie to me, and I called her she did not take, I think I should not give up, so I will not give her call to forget her, forget the word more difficult? I could not help but find her, I went to her practice areas, to pick her up from work, I am surprised her, I think there is hope, tomorrow she may have started her cold, I really do not understand? So every day I still continue to pick her, she began to hide that I am, I heard that their families back home, I went to her house, she was very angry and cried very sad, so I can do, I just want to Hao, did not think things have become so busy, I know I hurt her, she can not manage me.

In the inferior race, I completely gave up, I hurt people I love, I want to own busy, I decided to forget her, one day, nobody wanted me to their home at night, I thought she was there for me sense, we sleep a night, to the first 2 days, we still do not know who has become, I'm tired, I decided to get a job, my work place and the place where her work door to door, but I never not met her, so I was busy up my work every day doing it yourself numerous to sleep, so day by day in the past, I graduate soon, I decided to create a cause, Because my family was poor, and her family well, I have a career, so perhaps she would come back to me and I try to busy every day of my career, I have a point of success slowly, I want to be a rich, so I can find my favorite person.

I once asked her sister to eat, she is also good for a long time not seen, and she has lost, but her smile still the same as before, I was very happy to see she had a good long enough, can I could not help but contacted her, she did not refuse, so we started the phone, because I still have a career I still have feelings? I do not understand this, we had together, never took her off the playground when she gave me one day, we went to the playground, she is like a child-like, finish off the play that, looking at she was so happy, warm my heart so I can not so happy after a long time, can be had today, we still restore the previous relationship, she not answer my calls, I sent her text messages threatening to retaliation for her, so I can one do that? Just put the angry words at the time, this threat can let me back the old me, she would not eat with me, watch movies, go to playgrounds, and even friends did not to do it! I have found himself a target, that is, so I have a lot a lot of money, definitely marry her, I work with every day, but I never thought that there are more than money can buy in her heart it ? No, we fell in love will never go back to that time, and today she and I have lost a good person, I think that I have been a winner, is not they want the good, God will punish me? I actually lost a lost of my people?

Here I sincerely wish them, and I recalled a story she just had, people would never mention! Goodbye my favorite girl! I admit that I lost! I still have to go, I will forget all this fresh start! I hope you had a good!

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Just put the angry words at the time, this threat can let me back the old me, she would not eat with me, watch movies, go to playgrounds, and even friends did not to do it! I have found himself a target, that is, so I have a lot a lot of money, definitely marry her, I work History's Strongest Disciple Kenichi manga with every day, but I never thought that there are more than money can buy in her heart it ? No, we fell in love will Bleach manga never go back to that time, and today she and I have lost a good person, I think that I have been a winner, is not they want the good, God will punish me? I actually lost a lost of my people?
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